Fucking Ay

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Mon, 17 Jun 2013 19:35:30 -0400

Anxiety attack today. Thank God im seeing my psychiatrist...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 19:34:41 -0400

Anxiety attack today. Thank God im seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow. I’m nervous.

volume2chainz: almost chokes on food keeps eating

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 12:22:25 -0400

volume2chainz:

*almost chokes on food* *keeps eating*

thinsiqnificant: I hate everyone including myself bye

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 12:20:35 -0400

thinsiqnificant:

I hate everyone including myself bye

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Mon, 10 Jun 2013 22:23:56 -0400

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Mon, 10 Jun 2013 22:21:54 -0400

I cant wait till next tuesday. Just one more week till I see the psychiatrist. I cant fucking wait....

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 13:18:03 -0400

I cant wait till next tuesday. Just one more week till I see the psychiatrist. I cant fucking wait. I dont think I can wait that long. I’m so tired, so done with everything. I’m trying hard to be patient and be more positive but I just cant, its draining and difficult. My anxiety keeps me up at night and eats away at me, I feel so stressed and tired, I feel like I want to cry, but I cant. I cant bother to smile. For what? I’m always in a bad mood. I feel physically sick and uncomfortable. I feel the stress and anxiety and worries and frustration in my forehead and upper face and stomach. I just cant anymore.

Just. One. More. Week

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Mon, 10 Jun 2013 11:44:26 -0400

My anxiety is killing me today. My dads aprazolam didnt help. Maybe cause I took half of a whole at...

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 21:29:59 -0400

My anxiety is killing me today. My dads aprazolam didnt help. Maybe cause I took half of a whole at different times, but still. I feel physically sick and I want tp cry but cant and I just dont know what to do with myself.

My parents are probably about to divorce soon and my grandmother is making everything worse and I...

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 14:06:17 -0400

My parents are probably about to divorce soon and my grandmother is making everything worse and I just cant wait till I see my psychiatrist cause honestly im tired of this bullshit.

wellnoshitsherman: I don’t want to be in this house anymore.

Sat, 08 Jun 2013 22:16:47 -0400

wellnoshitsherman:

I don’t want to be in this house anymore.

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Sat, 08 Jun 2013 16:13:05 -0400

I hate my parents for doing this to me. Im a 20 year old woman turning 21 this year. And i cant even...

Sat, 08 Jun 2013 15:54:39 -0400

I hate my parents for doing this to me. Im a 20 year old woman turning 21 this year. And i cant even attend a midnight movie premier cause its past my curfew. Like what the actual fuck. This is why i have no friends. This is why im always alone and suffer with anxiety, including social. This is why i never get invited anywhere and this is why im fucking depressed. I cant ever live a normal social life a girl my age should live. I’m stuck in this shithole till im done with Uni. I’m so fucking angry I want to cry so bad. But if they see me crying they’ll think I have an attitude. Whats the point of living and having friends or even a boyfriend? I cant wait to see my psychiatrist.

Desite the fact i told my boyfriend about my molestation and self harm with self esteem issues, i...

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 21:02:36 -0400

Desite the fact i told my boyfriend about my molestation and self harm with self esteem issues, i still feel like he doesn’t understand me. Like he still doesnt understand why i am the way i am. And that worries me. Cause one day im gonna snap, and he’ll get sick of me, and our relationship will go downhill.

They're old scars right? That means you've stopped. That means you've been strong enough to stop. And if they find out, they'll realise just how strong you are. You aren't 'fat'. Please don't believe that. You are strong and beautiful. Hold on.

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 21:01:34 -0400

Omg thank you so much!! Honestly, i havent officially stopped. Its just been a while since I’ve done it, i think last week was the last time. Thank you for your kind words. I’m trying my best.

fourlungs: no-one-really-cares-honey: m0nsters-in-my-mind: dep...

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 19:35:55 -0400

fourlungs:

no-one-really-cares-honey:

m0nsters-in-my-mind:

depression—problem:

This picture is so much better than those when you actually see where the screws came from. Because those pictures give people ideas.. This could in theory be from your remote controller or something, even though I think they’re from somewhere else.

cutters will know..

I have lots and lots of these…

FUCK FUCK FUCK

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 19:33:00 -0400

I think my gym trainer saw my old cuts on my stomach. FUCKKKKKK

It was so awkward. She had to measure my body fat by using the capers thing to my stomach, I didnt think she would do it so close to the area of the scars. I had to lift up my shirt and it was sooooo embarrassing!!! I know she saw them. I know she did. They’re still noticable despite being old, they’re still healing… She didnt say anything, but when she was done she was a bit quiet checking her phone.

Omg..

She’s gonna tell her boyfriend I bet.

Her boyfriend is my boyfriends dad…

So he’ll tell my boyfriend..

And then it will be more awkward.

Shit.

basic-spacee: wow this is fucking sick !

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 17:30:18 -0400

basic-spacee:

wow this is fucking sick !

sweetthinspiration: chavakaevolwin: pudgy-to-fit: findthin: f...

Wed, 05 Jun 2013 22:44:55 -0400

sweetthinspiration:

chavakaevolwin:

pudgy-to-fit:

findthin:

findthin:

I’d like to take a minute to talk about my dad. His whole life he has struggled with his weight, and once and for all he has decided to make a change. I have made a whole plan as far as food and exercise goes, and he’s just started today. So here he is, at the gym, working himself. You don’t have to be super skinny and gorgeous to push yourself and get a good workout, and anyone who doesn’t like it doesn’t matter. I am so proud of my dad, and I know he will make the ultimate change! Show him some love fitblrs!

I’m trying to prove to him that there ARE people in this world who care and want to see him succeed…he’s feeling really low on motivation, lets try and get this to 100k notes guys!

GO DUDE GOOOOO!!

Woohoo! Keep at it! So proud of you and your family!

Your dad should join the 30-Day Transformation Challenge!

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Wed, 05 Jun 2013 21:43:19 -0400